Monday, May 31, 2010

Friendshipsss..

I'd like the world to know how lucky I am to have friends who are there for me during the sad and happy moments of my life! :)

Minsan yung iba parang walang pakialam, pero pag dumating yung times na malungkot ka, malalaman mo parin na nagcacare sila. Kahit simpleng text lang na "ok ka lang ba?" mapapangiti ka na. I'm happy kasi para ko na silang second family. Lagi sila nandyan para sakin, syempre nandun din ako for them. Damayan lang sa isa't isa yan.

Love you guys! :D
Thanks for being there.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Blogging again after 2 years =)

Ang tagal ko nang hindi nagba-blog. Thanks to my friend Shan, for giving me a hit on YM. :)

Today is a start of a new era for me. My boyfriend will be leaving for Malaysia tomorrow and I can't seem to think of a way how to say goodbye. I'm heartbroken.


I've spent the last 21 months seeing him for like 5 times a week. Almost everyday actually, no exaggeration. I need words to explain how I feel, wala akong maisip eh. I just want him to know that I'll always be here, waiting. And of course, wishing... that someday, I will be able to stay there with him for good, or vice versa. I know its a bit early to think of those things. Yes it is funny. (Natatawa din ako sa sarili ko ngayon.) Pero pag naiisip ko na matagal kaming hindi magsasama, it gives me goosebumps. Minsan niyayakap ko nalang siya bigla. I know kaya namin 'to. Hindi niyo lang alam kung gaanong love meron ako para sa kanya. Lagpas pa sa kaya kong i-explain. Mahal ko siya hanggang maubusan ako ng rason na mahalin siya. Ganon.

Dear Gian Marco Alfredo T. Patelo III:

Babe, Happy Monthsary. I'm not the perfect girlfriend, there are times I know I annoy you, I'm a crybaby and all... but behind all these imperfections is me, wanting to change for the better to make our relationship work. I know in my heart that we can make this work. I want you to know that I love you, more than you can imagine. It makes me sad that you're leaving, pero thinking about all of our plans, it makes me happy narin. I'm gonna miss you. I'm gonna miss hugging you. I'm going to miss everything about you. Ingatan mo sarili mo kasi di na kita mababantayan. =P *mwah*